View Full Version : erm, starting to feel a bit wobbly

29-06-2010, 08:22 AM
i know i can share this with you and you'll understand, it's getting to that 'this time last year' point. I can't believe it....July 29th is Matthews birthday, that's the last time she sat in my garden.

29-06-2010, 08:24 AM

29-06-2010, 08:26 AM
thank you Mick, sorry..having one of those moments!

29-06-2010, 08:29 AM
:hug2::hug2:Come here anytime you are feeling wobbly and need a hug - we have a ready supply!


29-06-2010, 08:30 AM
thank you, think that might be quite a regular thing over the next few months! shall i just say 'hugs please' and you'll all know why?!

29-06-2010, 08:32 AM
thank you, think that might be quite a regular thing over the next few months! shall i just say 'hugs please' and you'll all know why?!

:hug2: (it's good hugging weather here - cold and rainy!)

29-06-2010, 08:39 AM
thank you, think that might be quite a regular thing over the next few months! shall i just say 'hugs please' and you'll all know why?!

29-06-2010, 08:52 AM
It's going to be extra tough the next few months, wish I could do something to help :sorry: :hug2::hug2:

29-06-2010, 08:57 AM
:hug2: and there she will always be

29-06-2010, 09:20 AM
:hug2: and there she will always be

As chris said

and wanted to say I'm here whenever you want to talk no matter what time of day wether it be by text pm's or even facebook.

And sending lots of big hugs too


29-06-2010, 09:51 AM
Aw Mairead, i feel your hurt - Sarah will always be here with you you know :hug2:

29-06-2010, 10:54 AM
:hug2: thank you all so much, you simply are the best :hug2:

29-06-2010, 10:54 AM
Memories. :hug2: I hope they are more of a gift to you than a hurt. :hug2:

29-06-2010, 10:55 AM
Memories. :hug2: I hope they are more of a gift to you than a hurt. :hug2:

both at the moment Tink.

29-06-2010, 12:23 PM

29-06-2010, 12:23 PM
:hug2: :hug2: Hugs always, she's in our prayers every night!

29-06-2010, 12:47 PM

29-06-2010, 12:51 PM

29-06-2010, 01:35 PM
Sorry Mairead :hug2:- first everythings are hard, but time will ease your pain.

Your memories will turn to smiles over time, as Sarah filled your lives with love and that is what ultimately will be remembered


29-06-2010, 02:13 PM
I'll always have a :hug2: for you

29-06-2010, 05:58 PM
bless you all, your hugs are wonderful :hug2::hug2:

off to see Sarah in a while - they close the gates at 8pm so i'd better get a move on. thank you all again :hug2::hug2:

29-06-2010, 06:23 PM
:hug2: :hug2: :hug2:

I've got loads more...all you need do is ask! (and even sometimes when you don't!)

29-06-2010, 08:23 PM
Room for one more? :hug2: Always here Mairead.

29-06-2010, 09:46 PM
awww, you really are the best, thank you, thank you, your hugs have worked wonders! :yes:

i collected Mum and went up to Sarah, met Sharon there and she was finishing off lighting the candles. Had a nice chat, took some bubble mixture so there were lots of pretty rainbow coloured bubbles floating around for Sarah....have left them there for Sharon to use when she feels like it, or whoever wants really!

She has a lovely large Tigger in a bag tied to her bench from one of her friends, with a little rose inside the bag too.

It's so touching that they are still going to see her and leaving her presents. She also has a lovely little teddy holding a red heart, not sure who brough that to her. You only have to see her facebook profile and her group that was set up for her after she went to see how much everyone is missing her.

I'm glad i managed to get to see her tonight, I'm not going every morning now so after a couple of days i really feel the need to go!

So with seeing our lovely sweetheart and all your hugs i think I'm feeling a little better at the moment. thank you xx :hug2:

29-06-2010, 09:52 PM

30-06-2010, 08:29 AM
Just adding my very heartfelt :hug2: for you xxx

Sounds like you had a beautiful and peaceful time with her last evening :yes:

30-06-2010, 03:50 PM
Just adding my :hug2:

Glad you had some peace with your visit!!

30-06-2010, 03:51 PM
and how are you today mairead :hug2:

30-06-2010, 05:51 PM
:hug2::hug2::hug2: I'm here whenever you need me hon

30-06-2010, 05:52 PM
thank you, you lovely people!

I am feeling better today actually. Jamie has been feeling bad too which is horrible to see. We all will though so we just have to get on with it and go with whatever happens i suppose.

getting a bit panicky though as trying to rescue photos from old computer and not being very successful (have started a help thread!) - really, really don't want to lose them.

but on the whole much better than yesterday thank you :hug2:

30-06-2010, 07:01 PM
Its lovely that her friends are still going to see her too - she was a very special person! I was on your profile the other day and followed a link to Sarah's page, its so touching that her friends still post messages to her. BiL still gets them posted on his too :yes:

Hope you are ok, thinking of you :hug2:

01-07-2010, 06:57 PM

theres not much to add...

I guess some days will just be difficult than others.... until you realize a date doesnt have any power over you or your memories of her, and you just let them flow and come to you whenever they wish....

lots and lots of love

01-07-2010, 10:19 PM
thank you Mari, i never thought about 'dates' having power before, i suppose for now they will hold power but you're right, maybe in future they won't.....

and i'm so glad to see you're safe and sound :hug2:

02-07-2010, 03:34 PM
Lots of love, hugs, and good thoughts heading your way :hug2:

Yes, it will be hard..but over time the day will be filled with smiles and good memories.