I was dreading this day. Our sweetheart will forever be in September. We've moved into a new month and it feels like we're leaving her behind. I know we're not, but in my heart it feels as though we are.
I sit with her every single day, early mornings and mid afternoons. Yesterday my other sister and I spent some time with Sarah and her Mum refreshing Sarahs flowers, and did so again today.
She has lots of lovely fresh flowers - I like to bring them to her, what else can I do for her now? Her friends are still bringing flowers to her as well which is lovely. It's so peaceful up there, and the sun has been shining on her most every day.
The children all come too which is important, although not every day. I hope they will all continue to do so as they grow older.
I know you won't know what to say so don't worry! I just needed to get it out of my system.
oh, and the powers that be are shutting the cemetery gates 2 hours earlier from today until April, 6pm instead of 8pm, so now lots of people won't get to say goodnight to their loved ones. That's so awful.