well im still doing ok .. havent even shed any tears yet wether thats just boiling up who knows, but to be honest im actually angry with myself for not doing something about it years and years ago.
but what angers me the most is that i feel that he can just walk out ...walk away from it all and im left to pick up the pieces. im the one who has to look after the kids im the one that cant just go out on the spur of the moment.
yeh i know im not the only single mum in the world. And cruel as it may sound i would rather he just disappeared of the face of the earth after everything he has done and put me through.
there i feel much better now lol