So tonight my 16 yo Courtney & I are going to a concert to see The Avett Brothers (a 'grungegrass' trio that's really good). It was supposed to be my husband & I but after he surprised me & bought the tickets we discovered it was trick or treat night here :(
So someone has to be home with Paige so she can go out in our neighborhood.
I'm having such anxiety over this tho! I swear, I have always had that problem to a point but since the aneurysm I really can get myself worked up over things. This is something I should be excited about but instead I'm worried about driving around on trick or treat night, worried about finding a parking spot close to the venue, worried how the crowd will be at the show & worried about walking out after 11pm back to the car with my daughter. I get nervous in those situations when I'm the responsible adult. I know I sound like a complete nutjob but I am really trying to not let it get to me. I honestly just want to not go but Courtney is so excited about it I can't do that to her (or waste the money spent on tickets). I wish I knew why I was like this. I wish I could just enjoy life a little more rather than fretting over everything. I haven't let her know how nervous I am but she's pretty good at seeing through me.
Does anyone else suffer from anything like this? I really worry the older I get the more of a recluse I'll become & I don't want that to happen