As above i am feeling down right now.
Here is the story.
I went to the doctors a couple of weeks ago,as i have been having some health problems.
My Gp said i had to go for a test as soon as possible,so i agreed to go and have it done.
Anyway a few days later i recieved a phone call from the hospital offering me an appointment,to which i said ok.
The next day i recieved the paper work explaining the procedure of this test, and what i had to do a couple of days before the test to prepare myself.
Well having read what they were going to do to me i totaly lost my bottle and cancelled the test.
Today i recieved a phone call from my GP saying that if i don't have this test they cannot treat me, which i totaly understand.
I asked what they are looking for and he said it could be anything from colitis to bowel cancer,and if it is cancer it can spread.
I am in a state and don't now what to do,as i am scared of having the test done,also terrified if it is the big C.
Half of me is saying Go and have it done,the other is saying NO .
Don't know what to do.
Sorry to bore you all,but i just needed to get it off my chest.