So I am a little butt hurt at the moment (and I was to clarify that I am not talking about anyone here...well that I know of..I havent heard anything...)
It seems as if some people (IRL and online) have taken it upon themselves to say horrible things about me. People who have never even taken the chance to PM me, email me, talk to my on the phone or in my face. Why do people do this? How can someones world be so small that they have to pick on me?
Yes, I am SINGLE. YES I do flirt....with EVERYONE...
Those 2 things do not equal the nasty things that have been said.
Anyone who has gotten to know me just a tiny bit knows that I am soooo not mean or hateful or even anything other than goofy and loving and FORGIVING and TOTALLY NON JUDGEMENTAL.
Some of you have been with me thru a HORRID marriage and eventually divorce (Johnie, remember that NYE that you stayed up with me online so I wouldnt drink myself to death?), another long term relationship that completely SMASHED me and now dealing with being single for 3 years because I will not settle for anything less that what I deserve.
I have picked myself up off the floor so many times in 8 years that it is rediculous...but I am still the same person I have always been...a bit harsh at times but always faithful to myself and my friends...albeit flakey sometimes (Alysia's shoes are PACKED...I swear..Ill take a picture and everything.
I have this HORRIBLE guilt complex and I get hurt so easily when i think I have hurt someones feelings. Why am I such an easy target? Why would grown adults say HORRENDOUS things about me. What is the point?
For anyone who is just now "meeting me", PLEASE do not let my screen name frighten you or make you jump to conclusions. Ask people about me. Im pretty sure there is no one here that would have anything bad to say about me....
Sorry I just needed to get that out.....