I've hemmed and hawed for a year now but the decision has finally been made. I AM filing for divorce. I meet with a lawyer at the end of the month.
I've made a concentrated effort to work things out. I cannot say that he did the same. No matter, I cannot forgive it seems and I sure can't forget. So there it is.
So I apologize in advance if I take anything too personally. That just seems to be where I'm at since this last trip to Disney. I apparently am a horrible sister. I don't think my mom wants me here anymore. There are more issues with Alysia than I can shake a stick at.I obviously couldn't cut it as a wife. And I feel unloved and pretty worthless at the moment.
No need for hugs and all that. I'm just throwing myself a little pity party. Hopefully I will be over it soon.