most of you know that I have had Colitis for sometime, but my stomach issues has gotten worse . I saw doctor on March 23rd and weighed 152 , I went yesterday and I weigh 146 . Yay, weight lo0ss, but not in a good way . My lymphs are high as well as my white cells . I go for all kinds of tests on Wednesday and I'm on a strict bland diet . Upper GI, Small Bowel, and untrasound of my liver and pancreas . I'm really scared of that word pancreas . I have been hospitalized twice for pancreaititis which is something that alcoholics normally get . But I don't drink , socially once in awhile . They never found out why this happened to me .
He also mentioned Chrons , I guess I'd rather it be that , than the bad C word . The weight loss is what scares me . 6 lbs in a month and a day ?
I just went to a viewing last night . 59 year old friend found out in February that he had pancreas cancer and we buried him this morning . Now, I'm not saying this is what is wrong with me, but I have to admit it has crossed my mind .
My doctor wanted me to at least cancel the cruise and I said, No Way ! If its bad news, I may only get to go to WDW .